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Ignorance.. by Hades-O-BannonAway, away, ye notes of woe by SirvanaRachana
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Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you.
-Pablo Neruda -
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God Told me a Secret (Gay Rights Poem)God told me a secret last night before bed,
He leaned into my ear and silently said:
"I love you my child, I really do.
"I hate none of my children, it really is true;
"But I am real angry, not with the gay, bi or straight,
"I am angered with those who only spread hate...
"This world I created is now such a sad place...
"It has been ruined by the human race.
"Why should it matter who my children date?
"It is their life so you shouldn't spread hate!
"And then when you say, 'I hate because of religion!'
"You need to open your eyes and see that hate's YOUR decision!
"You can choose between peace or spreading this hate!
"You can choose to love the gay, bi and straight!
"But as soon as you choose to hold some dumb useless grudge,
"Know that it's you who I will judge!
"All my children from all around the globe,
"Stop being such a homophobe!
"All my other creatures can get along great!
"Why is it just humans who choose to spread hate?
"I am so angry, so filled up with rage!
"My children must

Hexakosioi Deka HexHexakosioi Deka Hex
 
The greatest story ever told,
Was that of a supreme being,
Who replaced his wings to horns,
His lone golden ring to one million thorns,
And the pearly gates of Elysium,
To a beastly asylum, as he now grips a flame-engulfed pitchfork.
With the ferocity of Leviathan,
He controls this domain with a blood red fist.
And this unexpected twist
Left the place of purity coiled around itself.
He rebelled against the clouds’ undiluted shine,
To lead others into His own light…
This fallen angel wants to imprint souls with His hex.
And entrap them in the infinite inferno.
Entrance To The Dark Forest
Come in, come in...
       Why go back home, why turn around?
       The forest calls.. Can’t you hear the sound?
Come in, come in...
       There is nothing to lose, and everything to win;
       for this, this is not like anywhere you've ever been.
       Here the trees twist, the branches twine
       the twigs crack, the leaves rustle.
       Why decline?
       You won't get far, not moving a muscle.
Don't be afraid...
       You could always stay
       just till darkness falls?
       Move.. come on, the forest calls!
Well done...
       Go on, and don't look back
       Just follow the track, step by step.
       No need to bring water, no need to bring bread
Fate and circumstanceWe can never fully know can we?
On how we affect each other, just what we’ve done, and how we’ve changed the course of reality
We alter people’s lives by not even saying anything
By almost seemingly doing nothing
And by being at a certain place, a certain time; by being and doing all that we are
We change the world, we’ve changed ourselves, and we can change each other
Most times, we won't even realise…
How do you know, that by being there, you didn’t alter someones future?
Your presence might’ve stopped somebody, from saying something, hurting someone
Your presence has an impact, like it or not
How do you know, that what/who you are doesn’t matter?  That your personality doesn’t have weight, that who you are has no meaning?
How can you just say stuff, when you'll never truly realise?
You may never even know, that you didn’t prevent someone from doing something,
You may never even know, just how you added to the scene.
W
ObsessionIt takes 14 minutes and twelve seconds to walk to your home from mine every day.  Your mother never fails to smile at me when she opens the door. I never fail to notice that it doesn't reach her eyes anymore.
You leave your door open an exact two point three centimeters. I don't think you do it on purpose. There is something wrong with the wood that has left it that way. I pause one foot outside the door and listen to you cough, trying to determine how sick you feel today. I hate that every time I think you are particularly ill, I am always right.
Six months, seventeen days and fourteen hours. That is how long its been since the doctors told us you had an illness. I sat there with your parents, listening to a man who said words like 'terminal' and 'leukemia', and counted the number of times he said 'patient' as if it were your name (Seventeen).
The blood bank says one unit is four hundred and fifty milliliters and I watch as they put the needle into my ar

ApparitionsI was nervous when I arrived.  Had my information been right?  Was she used to trans patients?  Would she be supportive and helpful or weirded out? Would this be a waste of time or the freeing experience I hoped it would be?
I looked around the lobby. It was small and well furnished. A large coffee table occupied the center of the room, surrounded on two sides by a small sofa and an armchair, which for some reason made me think of my grandfather. On the opposite side of the room, there was a water cooler and several large unopened refill containers.  On a table near the door was the item I was looking for.
"Matt 12:00, 6 pages," read a yellow sticky note affixed to some papers clipped onto a clipboard. Yellow seemed like a bad omen, sort of a boring choice of office supplies.
The name on the sticky didn't have the same pang of regret, didn't leave the bad taste in my mouth that it usually did. It felt more like a farewell to an old friend an
breaking a writer's heart.never break a writer’s heart
because your name
will forever belong to us.
you will sign it
into every broken bit
and one day, you’ll open a book
with yourself
next to the words
"let me tell you about the time
i was hurt."
--
never break a poet’s heart
because between the beat
of the stanzas,
you’ll hear that heartbeat,
hammering harder
proving you wrong
with every line.
--
never break a writer’s heart
because we will take the pain
and make it into something
you could never live down.
you could live with heart monitors,
that measured the damaged pulse,
doctors who told you,
“she's critical.”
but you can’t live with the bold strokes,
smooth as a flatline,
that accuse you of being
the best thing
that’s ever happened to them.
you can’t live with it;
our soulmate, now writing.
You, now replaced
by a pen.
--
never break anybody’s heart
because you’ll cut yourself
on the pieces of it.
and see, hearts heal.
s
Oaki knew a girl once,
with an oak heart and guarded hands
(gloved from touch)
but she
uncrossed her ankles,
let naked fingertips
touch well-read lips, and
her heart kind of turned
into ash.
i miss that girl,
with the oak heart -
she was tougher.
to the girl i lose my words aroundi have been meaning to tell you for years:
i think you’re beautiful. i have
seen nothing on earth that holds a candle
to the ocean you carry inside your body.
it spills over your edges sometimes, like
a rain shower around you, blurring your penciled-in
lines until there is nothing left of you but your natural
cliffs, valleys, and deserts.
i like that.
i have never met someone who is, somehow,
a sea and a storm at the same time.
maybe i never will again.
maybe you are the only one
who gathers clouds on her forehead
like a promise, or feels the push and pull of the tide
with her every step.
you are beautiful, honestly.
you are honest, beautifully.
it is in the way you talk, the way you hold ice
on your tongue but forget to use it—
you always forget to use it, i don’t think
you know how.
to be truthful, i’m afraid of your smile
and how it breaks over me, how it pulls
me like a whirlpool down, how it pushes me
like a current back to the surface. i’m afraid of
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A Day In The Field by KitLightning

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Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2014, 10:40 AM
Angels by martaraff

-she knew he was a grave, but she buried herself in him anyway.


post scriptum by kvnvk
The Witch by GhouliannaYelps101Flame of belief by KeiSuperstar

My Sunny Day IV - Awakening by MadGardens mysterious branch.. by DaWonderer

The Dark Goddess by Tanglewood-Jones


a goddess slept on my bedroom floormy blankets still smell
like you, and they stretch
to hold me -
me, who curls into the mattress like a child,
me, medicated and so unsure.
you left two weeks ago,
and i lay tucked against
the window where you
once were, but now thinking
ridiculous thoughts riding
on an unstoppable current:
i would take your last name,
even if it weren't mine to have.
there are certain things
only my memory can touch now;
the way you slept in my bed
like you belonged there,
breathing as if you weren't
counting what you had left.
and if i could have it my way,
i would spend every night i'll ever
have with you, throat burning
and a mouth full of smoke,
but only love dashing from my
lips and floating endlessly into
the star patterned sky.


Tanglewood Jones Rules the World by Tanglewood-Jones 

Strike a pose 21 by BlueB0yHer Angel by BlueB0y

Totem by PantherModern23

White Raven by SineLuce

Lone Wolf by josegoncalo

bad moon rising by almcdermid Good Morning by Mattiello

deep in thought by xblackwater

23.049 by flacidomingoShattered Prison by draumstafur












  • Mood: Drooling
  • Listening to: Love Runs Out - One Republic
  • Reading: Flat Earth Series - Tanith Lee
  • Watching: Life Play Rollercoaster Ride
  • Playing: Go God, What the Hey, Man!!?
  • Eating: toast
  • Drinking: coffee

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My passion is getting the most out of every minute.

Favourite genre of music: Rock n Roll
Favourite style of art: Whatever moves me
MP3 player of choice: My PC
Skin of choice: My Own
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
Personal Quote: Make no judgment where you have no compassion. - Anne MacCaffery


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Architectonic by Pierre-Lagarde000---000 by lomatic
The Decay by wickedAlucardSandman 25th Anniversary by AdamAntaloczy
Oc 073 by duongquocdinhWishmaker by cherriuki
door... by beans6677Jumping Spider - Habronattus hallani by ColinHuttonPhoto
father by lubo-09Earth has awakened - step by step GIF by UnripeHamadryad
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